I am considering at this moment that next week could be my last week of finals EVER!!! How unreal is that? Ok true, so I am dreaming of going to grad school one day but to be graduating with a bachelor's degree finally after years of all nighters and tears and throwing pillows across my room in rage, I'm DONE....Please, I just need a moment...ok, I think I'm good now.
I feel almost as though I'm floating in limbo at this moment. I do have dreams, lots of dreams. Dreams of where I want to live and travel, dreams of what I want to do and become. I have NO IDEA where God may be taking me in the next week, month, year. I am still waiting to hear if someone is brave enough to hire me. Absolutely terrifying but so beautiful at the same time. It's as though I'm free falling through the air and I can only trust that God will catch me. Not exactly the way I prefer to do things. I would love to have my life a little more scheduled out, but God really isn't giving much of a choice.
This morning, I dragged myself out of bed to be shocked by the cold air in my room. I grumbled as I showered, dressed, and started my car. While I was walking to Jerdine Hall on campus, it suddenly hit me. We are SO blessed! To have warm water for showers, heat for our homes and cars, thick coats for these blustery winters. We haven't always had such conveniences, and here I am complaining. I have no reason to be worried about my future. God takes care of my most miniscule needs. Thank you God for taking care of me and putting up with my whines!
I need to get back to finishing my final papers and projects.... I'll write to you soon!
Sincerely,
Winded
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